I'm slightly depressed today... have been since last night. Somewhat freaking out about moving on my own, somewhat freaked out about telling my mom that I'm starting to save up to move out. Makes me feel kinda sick to my stomach. I'm not very nice to myself when I'm by myself. Everyone says get a cat... they forget I have Spartacus, but... as much as I love him, he's a cat...
Sadie gets scared sometimes. she thinks I might leave her behind. Leave her alone... makes me kind of sad she would think so...
She was out trying to catch butterflies with her new butterfly net yesterday... with no luck. But it's okay, she doesn't have a bug box thingie yet.
We've some new plants, Sadie is quite excited by this. She keeps asking if we'll be able to have plants at the new place, if we move... I hope so, I tell her. Gardening, flowers, dirt, make me a little bit happier...
I've yet to record more. I recorded one song, but I don't like the vocals much. There is always someone home, for some reason.
...I"m afraid to move on my own but complain cause there's always someone home... I don't get myself sometimes...
If only you could hear my "emo" sighs.... lol.
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