Sometimes you have to remind yourself...

So I've been regularly checking my points with purpose account, for messages and such. They have places for survivors to talk to each other and share their thoughts and stories and what not. So i commented on this one message and I wont say what it said but I just wanted somewhere to put a piece of what I said, 'cause sometimes it's nice to remind myself of what I preach. ;)

"It was never your fault, and no one person's story is any more or less important than any others, because in the end, we are all survivors of abuse, and we have all lost the same something. Our innocence, and feeling of security, and we're all fighting to get it back. "

We're Alone At Last

So I finally have the house to myself. I think it might be the perfect time to record some music I've been waiting months for.

I have one song that I'm not sure if it should belong to theSadieproject or some kind of solo thing.. I'm not sure exactly... hmm...

So i'm going to set everything up now. How exciting! Lol.

Good Evening my Long Lost Friend

Half the time I don't know why I even bother with blogs.. I never keep them up to date.

Plus, nothing is really happening to blog about. It's somewhat depressing...

The updates? I'm out of a job, I haven't done anything regarding theSadieproject music, and my life is genereally sleeping, eating, and gaining more weight. I'm like a fat cow now... damn it and i have five months to lose it for Ashley's wedding.

Hello Depression, long time no talk. How have you been keeping?



In other news, I do have a new Facebook group for survivors of abuse. It's doing good so far. Although because my lovely sister thought it was helping, most of her friends have joined, so it makes it a little less "friendly" to survivors. I think I might have to go through and delete some...

And I've joined a site called Points With Purpose, it's a drawing for Survivors, it's of a woman who looks like she feels comfortable in her skin. It's made with just dots.. every dot is for a survivor, and the dots on the shirt are for supporters of... It's a wonderful cause. I would suggest everyone to sign up. ;)



So in musical news, I've been rehearsing a lot lately. Some Sadie songs I haven't played in so long that I almost forgot the chords. So hopefully, I'll have everything done so I can start looking for gigs, and start planning the benefit concert.
I was thinking about maybe asking another band or two to maybe donate some time to play as well, like open up the show or something...

There's so much to do, and I'd like to maybe do it in August.. near the end of August...

Anyone with suggestions I'd gladly like to hear some.. Lol...



My Daddy's birthday was yesterday... we had fun. Went out for dinner, enjoyed ourselves.













Happy Birthday Daddy!