Sometime we all feel like a Mistake...

My relationship with my father has declined a lot in the last few years since I was 16. I sometimes feel he completely forgets I exist.. and it makes me feel like a bag of crap. I called him the other day just to say "Hey what's up, I love you," and he made it sound like old news...

I love my father, to the extremes. He is the one we ran to when we escaped. He has been with us our whole lives and I have always been a Daddy's Girl. So why is it, that he finds such ease to go through out the weeks, and not even a phone call or anything. We used to talk all the time during the week when I was younger, and now it's like it's him, his wife, and her kids. He never invites us out camping during the summer. Or to other occasions, such as my step-sister's going away party when she was leaving to go to Ottawa for university...

Am I the steady reminder of his mistakes? Because I did not graduate high school, and instead became this somewhat crazy, depressed, messed up little girl? Is that all I am to my Daddy? Am I a mistake?